Ok, so I've had this plan to kill myself for a very long time, and I can't even go ahead and do the first fucking step (buying the actual rope lmao). And that's because I'm just this much of a weak failure that is afraid of the pain the actual hanging might cause (I heard it's not painless at all), and what if I won't succeed? What if the rope snaps or something and I will like be paralyzed for my whole life?
So, the main question is - How tf do I stop being such a bitch? I've decided that death is the best solution for me, and I need to do it, actually.
Layin · 2026-06-17 08:39 [#3804][report] >>18579 Do you even know what happens after death?
Anonymous · 2026-06-17 08:42 [#3805][report] >>18580 Why should I care?
Anonymous · 2026-06-17 08:43 [#3806][report] >Ok, so I've had this plan to kill myself for a very long time, and I can't even go ahead and do the first fucking step First rule of the internet: 99% of people talking about killing themselves are just attention whoring and won't commit to it.
Anonymous · 2026-06-17 08:45 [#3807][report] >>18581 I don't think you'd enjoy, say, burning in magic lava for eternity because you killed yourself and/or didn't believe in some religion that happened to be true.
Anonymous · 2026-06-17 08:48 [#3808][report] >>18582 Honestly, you're right, maybe I am just attention whoring, but all I did was just to ask a fucking question m8
Anonymous · 2026-06-17 09:11 [#3809][report] look at this faggot thinking of killing himself when there are people fighting for their lives tooth and nail. lmao.
Anonymous · 2026-06-17 09:57 [#3814][report] >>18583 suffering for eternity after death makes no sense, because why should we suffer?
Anonymous · 2026-06-17 10:34 [#3815][report] >>18579 You're a fucking moron and suicide is just a permanent solution to temporary problem(s). Life can, in fact, be insufferable, but you sound too unreasonable, irrational, confused, unwell, and generally distressed so that could be the reason. People kill themselves for the idea (like samurai), because they will never see the escape (life sentenced prisoners), for religious beliefs (jihad, isis) and other at least HONORABLE reasons (losing your iPod is not a honorable reason and you will never be an hero).
Listen, I don't know you and what is happening in your head or around you, what you're going through and what made you think this way. But still, you can try: * physical activity, people literally walk away from their problems because when you move your cheeks there's actually some chemical process going on that can make you feel better * eating healthy food and drinking water, empty stomach fuels the stress and worsens the situation, I know it's hard to eat but it's really healthy believe me * wash your filthy body, if your skin is dirty your mind is too * do some other things that is not associated with your source of problems, including but not limited to playing vidya * not buying a fucking rope, seriously, it's not the best way of ending your life, not as worst as slitting your throat or drowning but still is painful and the rate of success is too low to consider this stupid way of dying. Also, your friends and family will know that you ACKed and people who chocked themselves usually do not look pretty. I rechecked, it's true. * you can also see specialist who can indeed help you but you're too stupid and broke to even consider it
But if you still think that the world is too cruel to you there's better ways of killing yourself than ACKing and consuming shit ton of ibuprofen or other household drugs that will probably kill your liver and not you and will make you feel even more pathetic and sick than now, consider this: * Shotgun, it is better than pistol because people rarely miss, and you will die just like Kurt Cobain, how cool it that! * Putting your neck in the middle of the railway and wheels of a train, works like a guilotine, pretty effective. * Gravity, but you should jump from really really high, at least 15 stories if you want 95% success. But I witnessed myself cases where people die from 5 stories. But you should not tempt your luck. * Choking on some gas that makes you unconscious and replaces the air in your lungs with something unbreathable, I didn't research this way properly yet, but it seems pretty painless and the best way too meet your grandma.
Anyway, I hope you will feel better eventually and will reconsider the bad things that you're thinking about, judging from my perspective you're just overexaggerating and acting really impulsive, it is not your fault it's just comes from too much stress in your life, remember, you should not do bad things when you're mentally unwell, you might regret it later :p
Anonymous · 2026-06-17 11:10 [#3816][report] >>18590 Because an evil god (such as Yahweh) would want to torture his creations for eternity. >>18591 >suicide is just a permanent solution to temporary problem(s) This platitude sounds dumber each time I hear it. This phrase would only logically make sense if humans were immortal (other than death by suicide). Life (not just problems) is temporary and everyone is going to die one day, and suicide just makes the grim reaper come quicker. It's not any more "permanent" than dying "normally".
Anonymous · 2026-06-17 12:08 [#3820][report] >>18592 It is indeed a very dumb phrase and I really hate to say it because it was repeated too many times and usually used without proper context, but I still used it because I thought that it kinda reflects what I'm trying to say. Obviously we're not immortal, but I think that anyone's problems fade out far quicker than people die, and they're usually resolved in a short time (in comparison to one's lifetime), so that makes them temporary. And you can't "undo" the death so the suicide is really permanent. If someone wants to die I don't really want to stop them, but I want to make them wait a little and think. Usually things aren't that bad and people actually don't want to die and it would be very horrible for them if they did. But if they really want to end it all I'd like them to know how to do it properly. I have a friend who tried to hang himself unsuccesfully and has trouble breathing since, I really don't want people to suffer so I try to help as much as I can, and the only thing I can is to provide the right information, affirmations and precautions.
>Because an evil god (such as Yahweh) would want to torture his creations for eternity. Be it Yahweh, Demiurge or whatever, we already suffer enough here and I don't think that not having physical body, nervous system, neurotransmitters and other very complicated human things would make you suffer even more. Existence of the afterlife is debated for years by lots of different religions, cultures and philosophers, but most people agree that there's "something after". It may sound scary but it is actually not, because to comperhend that you would actually need consciousness with physical body and all of that. Thinking that there's some really bad entiny that exists somewhere and wants all the people to suffer is naive to say the least. And people are already figured out lots of ways of how to make other people suffer better than any demiurge can imagine.